I actually just had a right ankle operation to fix up my several torn ligaments days before I started typing and compiling my thoughts. Being unable to report to neither report to work nor move around much (by doctor’s order), I still wanted to do something useful during my free time instead of just lying in bed awaiting recovery.

I actually tried to do something by traveling to my workplace and picking my girlfriend up from work despite having some pain once in a while. Not mentioning I actually had a car to car accident as a result of it which I highlighted that God will never test us beyond what we can handle. My right leg which had a cast to protect the operation site also had the tendency to obstruct my left leg which I used to drive (We are supposed brake and accelerate with the right leg so I am actually driving with my left leg in front of my right). As you can imagine, the cast is quite huge and became the prime reason for my late breaking reaction.

So after which I told myself not to risk driving until my cast is removed. As I am usually quite active, staying at home lazing around doesn’t suit me too well. So one night I was doing my daily prayer in bed when I prayed to the Lord if I could do something useful instead of looking at my temporally disability day in and day out. Suddenly out of the blue in the short spilt second, I sub-consciously saw my life. I actually saw myself having flashbacks of what I did in my last 20 over years of life. All this happened quickly and in the flashbacks I saw my own thoughts, feelings, experiences, judgments, strong opinions, what others and I did that was both wrong and right. Instantly I understood what the Lord wanted to show me. And this Blog I did was inspired by him.

(To be honest before I had this vision, I didn’t like many of the famous blogs I seen which purely targeted at getting more readers and making money. Many of them brag about the good things while cursing at the bad things that happen to them, criticizing others rudely as they like etc. But I did figure that God did create technology to spread his teachings more rapidly as well.)

Starting this blog wasn’t that hard as I clearly know what I wanted to put inside (As the Lord is my guide). Along the way I looked further for more ideas and improvements especially when my Soul Mate shared with me about some people putting their problems in forums, and some talking to her over their troubled relationships. Bit by bit, I try to picture their problem and putting them together into my experience to churn out a little solution for all (especially the BGR and Christianity corner)